Friends!.!.!

ha ha for one alicia i seen your profile NO JACKSON STINKS..In other news i have another friend who is awaiting trial and im starting to get anxious to find out if i will have to testify in court or not or if i will get away with not having to do this..Sometime in the next 2 weeks she will go in front of a grand jury and find out what they will charge her with murder or manslaughter..Some really confusing things have been traveling through my head on a good note my friend who i will remian nameless has a daughter that i was afraid i wouldnt be able to see and her husband soon to be ex husband has been real cool about letting me make plans to see her and we had a video chat with the kids so that was nice..So in everyones thoughts what would you do if you had someone who was really close to you and then did something beyond terrible and is now getting put away for it would you still be friends with this person as far as writing or would you just leave it the way it ended and not bother..Decisions Decisions i miss being like 7 when the decision of the day is if i wanted to play basketball or go swimming..:(
*~~"Live life through the windsheild, not the rear-view mirror"~~*

Are you serious

Okay so this is the first time i have ever written in a blog like this but i figure what the hell minds well start..So lets start with fustrations of today If i want to name my child Camden then that will be his name it doesnt matter what other people think about it..I love the name and the fact that this is MY child the name should be my decision..On to other stuff Cory(18 mos) the love of my life my first baby is doing great he talks alot more now..He sais silly,happy,mommy,daddy,hungry,sorry,please,thirsty lol and a ton more and he is even starting to say things in sentences when he wants things..He is a growing boy and is a good eater let me tell you..My fiance finally got another job,Its not the greatest job but its a job as a cook in a small restaurant and it pais decent..So many changes happening recently and it all seems very weird..Thinking about being a mother of not one but two little boys is kind of scary i admit but i have faith that everything will be okay..Well i guess this is it for my first blog im sure no one will read this but its okay its mainly to get things off my mind anyways..

Quote for today ~"Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever"